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    敦煌

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                                                                                                            美术馆被包的我都快不认识了!!九角楼终于派上用场了!很和谐!
     
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                                                                       特意去看的敦煌,还是很值得的,但不让拍照,只能偷拍一点,这次回来更值得是跟姐姐去看马未都的私人博物馆!

     
                                                                                                                   
     
     

    春天来了

                   

    清晨700

                   空气还很凉

                   下了一夜的雨,已经可以感受到一点点春

                    没睡,精神恍惚,不知道一切源头

                   妈妈在无奈和气愤中上班

                   孩子,苦恼,同事

                   今天应该是个好天气,会吧

                   可也仍然很凉,凉风从赤裸的脚边滑过

                    妈妈送孩子上学,弟弟今年高考

                    那个男孩的假期应该结束了,我望着熟悉的有童年影子的窗外

                    好像一切熟悉,但实际面目全非,我的两面性可怕

                    连我自己都不认识自己

                    那些快乐因子又死了多少,在挣扎,希望他们能胜利

                    清晨,一切如新,清爽

                    对面楼阳台的花真好看,总是那么绿,养的真好

                    有个心理医生说过,养花,运动,是调节抑郁的最好方法

                    应该还有规律生活吧,可我没做到,一个人时很多被放大

                    实际我没怎么的,应该没怎么的吧

                    清晨,我希望我有与天气相符的精神

                    我懒惰,简单真的有那么难吗?

     

                    在那天后我清醒,春天来了,规律生活

               让毁灭我的也让我坚强!!!!!!!!


                                     期待

                      国内我最喜爱导演!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

                                      纪念经典!!!!

                       

                     

                             

                        

    罢了

                                                                                                                  84斤的体重,安眠药强行入睡
                                                                                                                                 一天一顿
                                                                                                                  那段时间自我的评价系统出现问题
                                                                                                                  我才知道我也自做聪明,我也幼稚
                                                                                                                  不想让笔和纸有接触,每个文字都有心情
                                                                                                                              在黑夜里不敢翻身
                                                                                                                   实际放很容易,当学会放时,"那时"也就不再真实
                                                                                                                   自己永远写不明白自己的事,看看别人的事也都罢了
                                                                                                                                         不过如此
                                                                                                                              罢了~静静画画吧~
     
                                                                                                最近在看<<活着真好>>想起过去的特别4年,人生挺有意思,活着真好
                                                                                                不知我的骨子是否冷漠,反差很大,我自己都不知道哪个是我,但我问问
                                                                                                自己,我 还有良心,它会告诉我,在特别的4年我有假想,麻木,逃避,幸福,惩罚~
                                                                                                当看到了死亡原来如此的近,如此平静,实际我本脆弱,但什么都是逃不过的!
                                                                                               人的伸缩性很大,以为承受不了的,实际是还没遇到,真来了,躲不了,什么都比不了亲情
                                                                      
                                                                                            凌晨我只有借着手机里张悬的<<微光>>,这一刻我不想一个人,不想加深梦
                             旸那边8点左右,回了信息,只有她,这时还得是她......
                                  天亮了,黑,灰,青灰,灰白,灰蓝,灰黄,慢慢暖了
                                                                                                                 
                           PS;至少还有还有大家......                                                                                      

    泡泡

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                                  那次回去,最大快乐就是泡泡胶,找到童年快乐!!