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                                                              通宵在网上发了“慢点空间”的宣传,早上就有人报名,还是很有满足感
                                                                 梦想的空间在稳步进行,这种靠自己的安全感无比舒服,踏实!!
                                                                 生活的回应,让我感激我依然还微笑,更坚信的相信自己,爱自己
                                                                                                          
                                                              
                                      

新的大门

                                                                                          
 
 
                                                               和惠宜(小和尚)一起看完 《入殓师》意义很不同,看得很安静,会想我走时也要这么美
                                                 零散的记忆让我想起很多关于过去,妈妈当过入殓师,老爷和奶奶的妆都是她画的,听说很美,记
                                                 忆中记得是在年三十奶奶走了,我提前就有预感,去医院时一点不怕,还和哥哥在大人不注意时又
                                                 进停尸房看了奶奶,有时还模糊是否真的去看了在记忆又飘忽到附中那特殊的地方(火葬场旁的学校)
                                                  经常看着黄昏的天空,这里应该是离天堂最近的地方吧,很美
                                                              看到电影那个火化的“看门人”说的那些关于死亡的话,是新的开始,是新的大门,他就是个
                                               看门人,所以就会对那些人说“路上走好,有机会再见”惠宜点点头,片子让我想到了日本另一个片子
                                              《下一站天国》一个通向另一个地方的中转站,而这里的工作人员会让你赛选你最美好的记忆,拍成电
                                                影,带着最后记忆其他都将忘记,带着电影票,人生的记忆哪些能取舍呢是留,还是走,留下的是没有
                                                记忆,或不能取舍的~
                                                                                                 
 
                                                                         
                                                                                                                                  

恋爱的犀牛

                                                                        
 

 
                             黄昏是我一天中视力最差的时候,一眼望去满街都是美女,高楼和街道也变幻了通常的形状,像在电影里……你就站在楼梯的拐角,带着某种清香的味道,有点湿乎乎的,奇怪的气息,擦身而过的时候,才知道你在哭.事情就在那时候发生了,我怎样才能让你明白我如何爱你?我默默忍受, 饮泣而眠?我高声喊叫,声嘶力竭?我对着镜子痛骂自己?我冲进你的办公室把你推倒在地?我上大学,我读博士,当一个作家?我为你自暴自弃,从此被人怜悯? 我走入精神病院,我爱你爱崩溃了?爱疯了?还是我在你窗下自然?明明,告诉我该怎么办?你是聪明的,灵巧的,伶牙俐齿的,愚不可及的,我心爱的,我的明明…… 
 

                                                                    马路的诗:一切白的东西和你相比都成了黑墨水而自惭形秽
                                                                              一切无知的鸟兽因为不能说出你的名字而绝望万分
                                                                                      一切路口的警察亮起绿灯让你顺利通行 
                                                                                    一切正确的指南针向我标示你存在的方位
             ……我想起有那么一天傍晚,有三楼的顶头,你睡着了,孩子一般,呼吸很轻,很安静,我看着你,肆无忌惮地看着你,靠近你,你呼出的每一口气息,我都贪婪地吸进肺叶……那是夏天,外面很安静,一切都很遥远,我就那么静表地沉醉于你的呼吸之间,心里想着这就是“同呼吸”吧。人是可以以二氧化碳为生的,只要有爱情。 
                                                                                                                                                     ————《恋爱的犀牛》                                                              
                                                                                                                               
                                                                                                                                 氧气
                                                                                                          对我笑吧,笑吧,就像你我初次见面, 
                                                                                                           对我说吧,说吧,即使誓言明天就变,
                                                                                                           享用我吧,现在,人生如此飘忽不定,
                                                                                                           想起我吧,将来,在你变老的那一年。
                                                                                                                    过去岁月都会过去, 
                                                                                                                    有你最后带我离去,
                                                                                                                    过去岁月总会过去, 
                                                                                                                      有你最后带我离去。
                                                                                                                   所有的光芒都向我涌来,
                                                                                                                  所有的氧气都被我吸光,
                                                                                                                  所有的物体都失去重量,
                                                                                                              我的爱情走到了所有路的尽头。
 
 
                                                                                      音乐响起,我的每个毛孔都张了起来,泪腺也张开了
 
 
 
                                                                           我的纯粹还在,只是要并行着平衡螺旋上升,我要的是永远,为了保持永远我只能这样
 
                                                                                纯粹到了极致,偏执,要平衡的拉回来,然后再开始更高的新的起点,反复反复

开学,我不想我不想长大!

                                                                                      9月1号,学校都开学了
                                                                                     看着 一个个小豆丁背着小书包
                                                                                     想起相同季节曾经那个傻傻的我
 
                                                                                      我是幸运的,还有机会再回学校
                                                                                       可已经告别了蓝色季节
                                                                                       看着弟弟坐的火车慢慢走远
                                                                                       陪着弟弟又走一遍那个季节,我是幸福的
                                                                                       家里的孩子都走了,就剩下了你们大人
                                                                                       孩子也要慢慢变成大人
                                                                                       孩子又有孩子  
 
                                                                                      慢慢看到真实的另一面
                                                                                       曾经幻想的大人 
                                                                                       幻想的世界就是这个样子吗?
                                                                                        我是大人了吗?
                                                                                        只要还有梦想
                                                                                        变成大人的孩子实际还是孩子    
 
                                                                                     
 

一杯沧海

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                由于南方发大水,青岛海上漂来了历史上从没有的这么多海草,造成很大的影响,全市动员捞海草,
            大家都在发愁奥帆赛时可怎么办 ,大海都快变成大草原了,我和妈妈都有幻觉好象到了内蒙~
 
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            栈桥青岛最有代表性景点之一,历史上兵家必争之地,实际才仅仅200长,但在青岛海中央,地理位置特殊,后人扩长为400米
        去那玩时看到个有意思的爷爷,66岁,天天在这跳水,已经习惯了游人对他奇怪的眼光,他个人说要的就是个这种刺激劲~
         飞翔在海面上~真是挺有意思
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